Kyuhyun (규현) – My Thoughts, Your Memories (나의 생각, 너의 기억)

어느새 너를 떠나 보내고
몇 번의 계절이 지나갔어
죽을 것처럼 아파했던 가슴도
조금씩 무뎌져 괜찮아지더라

너 아닌 다른 누군가
내 안에 담아보려 했지만
누굴 만나도 지독하게 사랑하던
예전의 내 모습은 없더라

많이 웃고 울던 그 시절 우리 둘
술 한잔에 묻어주려는 친구들
멋쩍은 듯
고개 숙여 웃고 마는
지금 우리는 그때를 잊은 걸까

바보 같던 내가
너무 어렸던 내가 밀어냈어
그게 널 위한 일이라 생각했어
조금만 조금만 더
널 늦게 만났더라면
어쩌면 헤어지지 않았을까

여전히 너 하나 지우지 못한 걸
알면서도 붙잡을 수가 없는 나
나를 보고 잘 가라며 돌아서는
너의 뒷모습에 가슴이 시리다

오늘도 바래진 기억에
울다 지쳐서 잠이 들겠지
얼마나 더 차가운 많은 밤을
흘려 보내야 널 잊을 수 있을까

바보 같던 내게 너무 어렸던
내게 웃어주던 너는
내겐 꿈이었고 전부였어

아파도 내 곁에서만
행복할 널 알았다면
어쩌면 헤어지지 않았을까
아직도 사랑하고 있었을까

[Romanization]

eoneusae neoreul tteona bonaego
myeot beonui gyejeori jinagasseo
jugeul geotcheoreom apahaetdeon gaseumdo
jogeumssik mudyeojyeo gwaenchanajideora

neo anin dareun nugun.ga
nae ane damaboryeo haetjiman
nugul mannado jidokhage saranghadeon
yejeonui nae moseubeun eopdeora

manhi utgo uldeon keu sijeol uri dul
sul hanjane mudeojuryeoneun chin.gudeul
meotjjeogeun deut
gogae sugyeo utgo maneun
jigeum urineun keuttaereul ijeun geolkka

babo gatdeon naega
neomu eoryeotdeon naega mireonaesseo
keuge neol wihan irira saenggakhaesseo
jogeumman jogeumman deo
neol neutge mannatdeoramyeon
eojjeomyeon he.eojiji anhasseulkka

yeojeonhi neo hana jiuji mothan geol
almyeonseodo butjabeul suga eopneun na
nareul bogo jal garamyeo doraseoneun
neo.ui dwitmoseube gaseumi sirida

oneuldo baraejin ki.eoge
ulda jichyeoseo jami deulgetji
eolmana deo chagaun manheun bameul
heullyeo bonaeya neol ijeul su isseulkka

babo gatdeon naege neomu eoryeotdeon
naege useojudeon neoneun
naegen kkumi.eotgo jeonbuyeosseo

apado nae gyeoteseoman
haengbokhal neol aratdamyeon
eojjeomyeon he.eojiji anhasseulkka
ajikdo saranghago isseosseulkka

[Translations]

Several seasons have already passed since I let you go
My heart that hurt like death is slowly getting better

I tried placing someone other than you in my heart
But whoever I meet, I couldn’t find the old me, who was passionate about love

The days we laughed and cried a lot, my friends try helping me bury it with alcohol
As I uncomfortably smile with my head down, I wonder if we forgot about those days

I was so foolish, I was too young
I pushed you away, I thought that was best for you
If only I met you a little later, would we have not broken up?

I know I won’t be able to erase you but I can’t hold onto you
My heart aches as I see you turning away after you told me goodbye

I’ll probably fall asleep, exhausted from crying about the faded memories
How many more cold nights do I have to spend to forget you?

I was so foolish, I was too young
But you smiled for me, you were my dream and my everything
Even if it hurt, if only I knew you would be happy by my side, would we have not broken up?

Would we still be in love?

[Romanized by: sleeplessaliana]
[Korean lyric by: naver music]
[Translated by: popgasa]
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